After Shift, Before Bed

I got home late last night after my shift ended at ten. Splitting up from my spouse was rough on me, but I needed to be alone for a while. Woke up feeling restless around midnight. Thought about work stuff, then about old times with her. Decided to explore something new. Bought this little toy set last week when I had lunch off-site at a place nearby. Small remote control one. Used it tonight. Spent some time getting myself ready first. Lube, shower gel, toys... Laid back on my bed, legs up against the headboard. Played with myself for a bit. Started feeling that tension build again, thinking about all kinds of stuff while I was at work today. Then used the toy. Hit just right spots inside. Felt good, but wanted more than that tonight somehow. Moved to different positions too, anything to feel full and stretched out. Got off after a bit. Wiped up quick, but then started thinking about going again. Went back to bed an hour later. Took things slower this time. Used my fingers. Looked in the mirror while I did it, tried to catch all angles of myself touching. Thought about how much more comfortable and open I feel being alone now than ever before with her. Got off twice, maybe three times. Is that too much? Am I just playing too much with myself now since being single? Should I tell a therapist about this or keep it quiet?