Just Another Saturday Night...

So there I was, sitting on my couch with a six-pack of beer and the remote to Netflix. Nothing special, right? Just your typical trans man in his 20s who’s content with being single... or so I tell myself. I've got friends, I work at a cool place, life's good. But every now and then, you can't help but wonder if you're missing out on something. Last night was one of those nights where Netflix wasn’t cutting it anymore. I ended up scrolling through this kink-focused website... let’s just say there are some interesting fetishes out there that I never thought would resonate with me until I stumbled upon a specific kind of CNC content. It's not like I’m into actual non-consent, but the fantasy aspect of it got to me in ways I wasn't prepared for. I mean, who knew a roleplay scenario involving consented-to domination and submission could feel so... real? Now here’s where the confession part comes in, I'm worried that maybe my reaction is telling something deeper about myself that's not necessarily healthy or consensual in reality. Maybe it’s just harmless curiosity? Or am I looking for some kind of validation from others who share this interest? It’s all a bit confusing... So, anyone else ever feel conflicted about their own kinks and fantasies? Is this normal... or should I be worried?