just venting

me and my ex got separated last month, been kinda rough but i guess it was inevitable. we used to have this weird thing where she liked to roleplay as a naughty student in her early 20s when im 35, which was always pretty hot n fun until it just felt forced lately. one night after drinking way too much, we decided to do this whole thing with me being a strict professor punishing her for cheating on an exam but it all got kinda real quick and i ended up spanking her hard in the kitchen before she begged me to fuck her senseless against the fridge. sounds silly now but it was intense at the time. anyway, been thinking about seeing someone new as a rebound or just exploring again on my own. dont know yet.