she came home late that night

so i was waiting up for her when she got back around midnight. we sat on the couch and talked, just like before all this happened. but then it was getting late and i wanted to be alone so badly. she asked if everything was ok and i said yes but i could see the pain in her eyes as soon as the words left my mouth. after a few more minutes of small talk, we ended up kissing. it wasn't anything heated or passionate though, just soft lips against mine while our hands rested on each other's thighs. she tried to pull away but i held her closer and then before long our clothes were coming off. we didn’t make much noise either, just the sounds of skin sliding over skin and breath hitching when it hurt a bit. it was supposed to be about comfort and missing each other but that’s not what happened. now she doesn't even want to talk to me anymore.