Late Night Temptation

So yeah, I guess it's been about three months since the divorce papers went through. I thought things were gonna be easier now that there wasn't any legal strings holding me down to my ex anymore. But here I am, still feeling this weird emptiness inside and tonight... tonight it led me straight into something really taboo. My neighbor across the hall, Mike, he's in his early thirties with these killer abs and a beard that drives me crazy. We've only ever chatted briefly about our kids being around the same age group. But last night I ended up over at his place just for a casual drink or two... and then something got to us both really quick. I don't know if it was too much wine, or maybe it's all that pent-up frustration from months of loneliness playing with my mind. But we just started moving closer together until our bodies were almost touching on the couch. And then I felt his hand... it went straight down into my pants, fingers curling around me through the fabric of my underwear. My own hands moved to undress him in a hurry. We ended up in his bedroom, clothes flying everywhere, and you know how it goes from there with two people who have had too many drinks and a mutual attraction that's been building for weeks without them even realizing it. His body pressed into mine on the bed, skin sliding against skin as our mouths met again. The way he entered me was rough but tender all at once. I could feel his length pressing deep inside, filling me up in ways my ex never really did, like we both were trying to fill each other's voids with just a night of reckless abandon. His breathing got heavy as our bodies moved together faster and harder until it felt like there was no holding back anymore. And then came the climax, his thrusts becoming frantic before he spilled inside me, warmth spilling out between us in waves that seemed to last forever. It's moments like those I wish I could erase because they make everything else feel so hollow by comparison. But maybe that’s just my mind still trying to figure itself out after a lifetime of marriage and now, freedom...