The Secret I Keep from My Trainer

I've been working out regularly for a few months now under the guidance of Alex, my personal trainer. He's in his mid-thirties and has this incredible aura about him that makes you want to be better. But lately, I've found myself struggling with something very different than just physical fitness. When Alex helps me adjust into certain poses or stretches during our sessions, there’s a part of me that reacts more intensely than it should. It's not appropriate, and I know that if Alex knew, he would never want to train me again. The tension between us is palpable, but I've managed to keep my feelings under wraps so far. This hidden desire has made our training sessions both exhilarating and terrifying at the same time.