figuring out the why

i was at this party last weekend and i ended up chatting with this really hot girl who worked nearby. we had some drinks and talked about all kinds of stuff, but mostly just flirted. something about her just clicked for me, maybe because she’s super smart too and not just a pretty face. we decided to go back to my place after everyone else left. the second i closed the door behind us, our hands were everywhere. she was biting my neck while i pulled down her jeans, our fingers exploring each other like it was our last day on earth. we ended up in bed and things just... exploded. there’s this weird feeling of wanting to figure out if it was just because of that moment or something more.