Is This Normal?

I met this artist at a gallery opening last month who I found incredibly attractive. We started talking and ended up going back to his place. It was intense, raw, every single detail vividly remembered down to the taste of him, the way he moved against me, how we made each other feel so alive and untamed. We didn't say a word about it afterward. This happened over two months ago now but I still can't shake this feeling of shame mixed with relief that I let myself experience something like this. Am I crazy or is this normal to have these conflicting feelings? What should I do?