just feeling weird right now

divorced like 2 months ago and i still cant shake this feeling of being super horny all the time. its not just sex either, its like everything about my ex and those memories, even the bad ones, make me want to do things that i know arent healthy or fair to anyone involved. dont get me wrong, i know were better off apart but... its been hard. sometimes when im alone at night, i just feel so lost without her touch, her smell, all of it. its not like i can go back though, so i try to distract myself with work and stuff but the thoughts never really go away.