my ex and i still have fun

so my ex and i got divorced about 6 months ago. it was mutual but it really sucked. we were together for a long time, so breaking up felt like losing a part of myself. after the breakup, things kinda fell apart between us but one night, outta nowhere, she texts me saying she misses me and wants to come over. i was confused at first cuz i thought she wanted platonic support or something but when she came over, we just ended up cuddling on my couch. then things got hot really quick. before we knew it, i had my hands all over her and she had a hand down my pants. we both felt like we needed this moment of intimacy again. so yeah we did stuff for a couple hours but after that, everything was awkward again. it kinda felt wrong in a way but also right since we were just having fun without expectations or commitment. i dunno how to feel about the whole thing now.