i did something i knew my ex wouldn't approve of

so me and this guy josh got together after my divorce last year. it's been good and we're happy but there was this one time where i really wanted to try something new. you know? something naughty. so i went online and found this lady, aletta ocean, who is like my fantasy girl on the screen, and she has this way of talking that just turns me on completely. anyway, josh knew about it but he was okay with it as long as we were safe and respectful to her. we set up everything over video chat and the whole thing got so hot i felt like a brand new person inside, you know? josh watched too and both of us went full throttle with what she said. there's just something about watching someone else guide your pleasure that flips a switch in me. it was amazing how wet and swollen my pussy got as we followed her instructions, and when josh finally entered me i could barely contain myself, moaning and writhing all over him. the whole thing lasted hours and we ended up booking more sessions with her after that. is this something everyone does or am i weird for liking it so much? what would you do if your partner suggested trying online roleplay like this?