my secret obsession

i swear to god i feel so dirty admitting this but its been eating me up lately. im married and have a happy life but my husband cant seem to satisfy me in the bedroom anymore, no matter how hard i try. one night i was surfing online and stumbled across this really explicit live webcam show with these two dominatrixes who take turns fucking this poor guy senseless. he was tied up so tight, helpless as they worked him over with toys and fingers. watching it lit a fire in me like nothing else ever has before. i was soaked within minutes, grinding on my sheets and fingering myself hard just to get off. i knew i shouldnt but it got addicting, logging on whenever i could steal away the laptop. sometimes i even pretended to be sick at work so i could stay home alone and watch them longer, masturbating furiously as they worked that poor guy until he was crying out for mercy. its shameful but im afraid if my husband found out he'd think i cheated or something, when it was all just these girls on screen pushing me past my limits like never before. ive tried to stop but cant seem to help myself anymore.