A Law Student's Dilemma...

I'm still trying to figure out if I did the right thing or not. We've been dating casually for a few months now, nothing exclusive, just hanging out and seeing where things go. He's sweet and caring, but lately we haven't clicked on much more than Netflix recommendations... Last night...we met up in his apartment. It was supposed to be just dinner and drinks, something low-key while I'm buried under law books and case briefs for this week's midterm. But after the wine started flowing, things got a bit heated... I know we're not exclusive or anything, but something felt off when he suggested moving into his bedroom. We've had intimate moments before, nothing explicit, just some heavy petting and make-out sessions that never crossed the line for me...but tonight was different. As we kissed and my hands wandered under his shirt...he made it clear I should take things further if I wanted to. The pressure in his eyes, the way he said 'just do what feels right', it felt like a test... I didn't want this to be just about him wanting more than I did...but as my hand touched him through his pants, feeling that bulge get harder and harder against me, it was hard not to think he wanted something out of me. That maybe if I crossed the line, he'd finally see me differently. When I kissed down his body, taking off more clothes, I felt sick with myself. Was this what we were about now? A game? I know what I did was technically consensual...but that doesn't mean it wasn't wrong to feel like I had no choice but to give in... So there it is, I let him push me too far for the first time, and I'm not sure if it's okay. Maybe I'll talk to him about how this made me feel later, after class...or maybe I'll just keep pretending everything's fine. But deep down, I know it was a mistake...